Existence that's more than 'Fronting'

I ain't fronting, Holmes meaning and pronunciation - YouTube

Ya see people who come-on to ya, and ya know if you’ve been posting

a lot that they have no other consideration for what you had to say

than if you were a peacock, vainly strutting out your plumage to get

that wanted attention. When in fact you’re promoting your own discipline

and style of being as a ‘PSA’-public service announcement message-

for their edification to warning than as someone whose main intent

was to attract a companion or soul mate.

Perhaps, helping out a fellow traveler or pilgrim whose riding or surfing

this same streaming wave of consciousness would be a collateral motive.

But again, it is altruisism that is coherent with my ethic of expression,

then it is a catchy ‘brand’ to hook someone’s interest for your selfish

aggrandizement.

You’re witness to the overflow incarnation of energy articulated into

these word patterns of my operational procedures, then another

commercialized hook or click bait to titillate your ennui seeking

something-anything of interest as an escape from the monotony of

banal mundanity.

What I’m projecting is the essence of a meaning to me of some

figurative matter whose presence is and has been a guiding bene-

factor to the logic of my intellect in its affirmation of its own

sublime and profound existence of serendipitous facility for those

within the proximal margins of its aesthetic qualities and characteristic.

I hesitate to name it as any more than a mentor or a muse of an

extra-dimensional origin, which is in close enough proximity-if not

the very inner workings of my psycho-physical operations-to have

timely interventional redemption portals for me in my emotional

moments of distress. I’ve noted that correlating to the advent

of these fortuitous actions, has been my own emotional devotions

to belief themes that have been based more on intuitive predis-

positions than the pragmatism of the present social consensus of

conventions. In leaning with earnest reliance on these intuitive

trusts, I have been graced by the mentor/muse for the virtue

of my fidelity to these intuitive paths of action.

When you seek me out, you’re actually petitioning the muse and

mentor whose qualities are radiating from its conduit-Me.

Soul Eruptions